2011 m. lapkričio 30 d., trečiadienis

I am afraid of the storms. Especially at the night time. I am panically afraid of it. The sounds, the lights... Everything makes me wake up and look at the window with just one question: "WHY"? When the trees are falling down and the branches are waving faster and faster... The wind is blowing into the window with the powers of thousand angry people. It looks like the wind will pick up your house, pick up the roof of your house and will start to spin you around and then when you got dizzy, that "angry people" will hit you on the ground from thousand metres. When the storm starts with heavy rains and strong winds with the lightnings it makes me frustrated. It makes me feel scared. It is scary. At night it is scary. Everything at night looks more frightful than it is used to look at the day time. They say: only for people who has got a huge imagination nights are scary, because everything is in your minds. There are nothing more than your imagination. But for me... Well, I am panically afraid of the nights. It looks like at the night time all the things become real. All your fears are sitting or standing near you and breathing slowly. You can not hide from them. That fears aren't afraid of the lamp light. They aren't afraid of nothing, except themselves. You can't close your eyes, because you can feel clearly, that someone, anyone is watching you. Watching you and is standing near the doors, watching you and is standing near the closet, watching you and sitting on the ceilings. They are like a scanners. They are scanning all your fears and making it true. At the nights everything become alive. In the silent night, suddenly something falls down you wake up and you start to breath more silently, you start to breath slowlier. You are listening everything carefully. Everything looks scary at the night. More scary at the night. But when you wake up at the morning, even though it is very early morning, you are feeling more thankful of the day than you were before. You just say: Thank you God, for another wonderful, fantastic and awesome day of living.

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