What I can say. I am living my life. I make mistakes as often as I can. I fall down usually. I hurt people. I am clumsy. I fall down really often. I loose my control. But I always able to stand up and walk again. Step by step. You know, good writers are saying that if you want to be a good writer, you need to write about what you think you are good in. And what if I am good at nothing? I have to write about nothing? I do not know what I want from my life. I do not know what the life had prepared to me. From the little age, probably it will sound so funny... From the little age I was clumsy. I was clumsy more physically. My parents avoid to buy dishes, which are made from glass, because in one day I was able to break about 2 or 3 dishes or cups. I didn't want that. I did it accidentally. I used to be full of energy. I used to be little chubby so I had to be clumsy. I fall down from the bicycle. I fall down while I was running. I fall down. I just used to walk like that. I used to be like that. I am like that. I am clumsy. Now when I grew up a bit, I am less clumsy. Now I am more clumsy with my minds. I hurt people a lot. I am emotional person. I say everything what I feel. And it takes about a day or two to understand that I just made a mistake. But when I start to think. I am thinking a lot. I am always thinking a lot. I am talking a lot too. But if I would be able to talk as much as I think, I probably make people bored soon. I love to get long letters and read other people thoughts. I like when people share their feelings and thoughts with me. It makes me feel like a part of their life. I feel good if I can help people. Even though I am more clumsy.
